回想

回想

那时

为自己编造的理由，

无论如何

还是理由……

…… 我的自私。

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因为想让自己好过些，
才写了几段文句，
心情写照，
post在Facebook上...
想让朋友们知道我分手的心情。
得到了许多负面反弹，
谴责。
最近有个朋友又提起了这件事，
勾起了这一段回忆。

其实我也晓得
她多少会受到伤害
但我以为
她会了解……

一再回想，
我根本就不应该让她哪怕有多一丝的伤害，
因为
分手
已经是很大的伤害了……

为了得到安慰
我让她承受了压力，
我好自私。
我不了解女生，
我竟然增加了对她的打击……

无论如何
事情都过去了
我并没有狠心抛下她，
我很希望我们还是朋友。
我们一直是朋友
因为
其实我们并没有深爱过对方……

我无需解释，
我的为人
就让朋友去评判吧……
事情都发生了
解释越多
误会更多。

I'm BACK!!! 我回来了！

Thanks to Buddha blessing... I've passed my exam and finally can enjoy my holidays :)

Welcome HOME... my sweet home :)
The longest ever period of time I leave home -- 11 months.
Finally, I'm back.

The feeling was great...

After 1 year... still nothing much changes in JB and the Taman I live... macam same jer, except that JB Sentral now open and the Iskandar project is on-going (wondering if the bridge will be successfully built...)

The most excited thing to me is FOOD! lol. However, I really don't know which food to start with. haha. too many food I want to eat...

Anyway, hope that I can enjoy my holidays, as this is my last summer holidays in Malaysia... I've planned not to come back for next two summer b4 I graduate. I want to go euro-trip!  :)

Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood

Finale: Episode 64

This is one of my favourite anime.

The story about the journey of the Elric brothers to gain back the things that they lost...

SYNOPSIS
The foundation of alchemy is based on the law of equivalent exchange; you cannot produce something from nothing. As such, alchemy is bound by one taboo - human transmutation. Four years ago two young brothers, Edward and Alphonse Elric, broke this taboo when they tried to resurrect their dead mother. During the process Al's body disintegrated and Ed lost his leg. In a desperate attempt to prevent his brother from disappearing completely, Ed sacrificed one of his arms so he could affix Al's soul to a suit of armor. When his missing limbs are replaced by auto mail parts, Ed bears the name of the Fullmetal Alchemist - the youngest ever State Alchemist and dog of the military. Now, alongside his brother, Ed uses his status within the military to attempt to find any way that he can return their bodies back to their original state.

http://www.anime-planet.com/anime/fullmetal-alchemist-brotherhood

Quote in end of finale

A lesson without pain is meaningless. You cannot gain something without sacrificing something in return. But once you have withstood the pain, you will gain a heart that is stronger than everything else. A Fullmetal Heart.

Edward Elric

http://metanorn.kokidokom.net/2010/07/fullmetal-alchemist-brotherhood-64-end/

Indeed! No pain, no gain. We should understand our path, the target, reach it and undergo the toughness, the things we have to sacrifice, the time, the sadness of separating with the people we love. Let's prove ourselves that we can do it!

General Hygiene exam

Finally i finished the paper today - General Hygiene...

Although I have the questions and answers for preparation of the paper, I just didn't have the mood to study so I didn't memorize well everything. I just study through once.

The formula, the normal value, reports...

The weather is so damn hot, during the exam, I can't even focus and write my test properly!

The time is obviously not enough for most of the students! 90 minutes given to complete... 150+ questions???

WTH!

He grabbed my paper away, only allowed me to write the number of my variant.

Forget about it, this is not an important subject after all... Hope I can pass, that's all. Pray hard...

Happy holidays! It's better for me to think this way :)

我要回家！

就要回家了！
倒数
4天……

先准备好明天的考试吧！
加油！

Lucky Star - 幸运星的眷顾

PS: KS remind me that most of our friends can't read chinese... so I add at the top of the post...

The most important point is that somehow I feel guilty to have the mark in OS, as that is not the mark I should get, as I didn't expect for that. I really think that I did not good in the paper. I'm just lucky. I have the experience b4, to fail the paper b4 holidays back to M'sia. I know it sucks. What I gained from that experience is that as long as I have given the second chance, I cherish it and try my best to study even harder. (However, I've failed to concentrate in preparation for resiting in M'sia :p) Anyway, good luck :) Well, my friends. sorry for this afternoon, I didn't know about the mark of everyone... I should have been considerate... Here, I pray for everyone who has to resit :) all the best!

忐忑的心
等待考试成绩出炉...
终于这一天到了！

从老师口中得知我的成绩，
我愣了一下，
（但没有很明显的显现出来）
竟然及格了！
而且是一等！

难以想象，
我真地认为我做得不好，
许多问题都只回答对一半，
剩下的都是乱编的！

就这样，早已有心理准备接受，
不及格。

出乎意料。
幸运吧，批改我的考卷的老师没有另外一个老师严格，
而是超“松”的！

得到这样的成绩
却没有非常兴奋的心情。
而是觉得有些不应该，甚至内疚。
毕竟不是我应得的分数。

好不好意思，
意外的我竟然还向另外一批给那严格老师批改的同学
报告我的成绩……
那时我不知情嘛。
觉得我好不会做人。

我也曾经有过考试不及格的经验，
我也早已习惯了，接受了
这考试制度的不公平等等。
所以我也不去在意这些分数了。

朋友，
我了解你们的感受，
想说声对不起……
我为你们祈祷，
加油！
再一次，一定可以过关的！

就这样
得到星运星眷顾的我
放下了心头大石。
还剩最后一张试卷，
过了，就可以享受假期咯！

Pray for PASS!

Praying hard for just a pass in my Operative and Topographical Anatomy final examination...
Amitabha.

100th Post!!!

Well, I need inspiration to study!
The 100th post, the time for me to buck up, back to study, the final dash!
Final paper, less then 48 hours to go...

Hours ago, I was still watching World Cup final and was very disappointed that Netherlands lost...
Arjen Robben had failed to grab the great chances to score!?
(I was disappointed b'cos I lost the chance to win back the money I lost...)

Forget about it, I know there is a more important task for me... to study hard for the coming paper!
I will definitely pass! I want to enjoy my holiday! I CAN DO IT!

I still need the luck, of course. Like usual, it is always the matter of luck... However, I shall do my best to study as much as I can.

缅怀

当身边的亲人逝去时，人往往会缅怀过去…
失去亲人的痛楚我也感受过… 所以也就能体会我一位朋友的感受……

人总要向前看的。
过去的，失去的，亦不能复返。
珍惜现在所拥有的，勇敢地面对将来。
相信他在天之灵会为你的勇敢感到欣慰与骄傲。
朋友，加油！

Dandelion

The new background: Dandelion

When it is spring, we can see a lot of dandelion...
Although it is quite annoying that the flying dandelion irritating the nose, I love to see them flying in the sky, just like the snowing...

I started to notice more on dandelion only when I reached Russia. We can't see many of them in Malaysia.

蒲公英的约定
一起长大的约定
那样真心与
你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情

还是错过的爱情

不管蒲公英种子漂泊多远，

飘到何处，

都不会忘记当初离开那一刻的幸福与甜蜜。

这就是蒲公英的约定

——代表幸福的约定…

蒲公英象征着自由，清纯，坚强。无论前途有多么坎坷，它总是能借助着风的力量，挺过来。
Dandelion symbolizes freedom, pure and strength. No matter how the route is, it gets through it with the help of the wind.

GO NETHERLANDS!!!

What a great performance in World Cup to win over Brazil!!! Keep it up and win the cup!
Holland can do it!
Believe it! Wohoo!

:D