Keep fighting!!!

Twice, I can't pass the practical skill test of my Dermatology...
wtf, there were only 3 questions! So damn easy!

Teacher told me she has chosen the 3 easiest questions to ask me...
hmm, ok I shall answer... this is the best I can answer...
huh?? what's wrong la... I thought that was enough?...

The thing is... I can't answer the questions completely, some important details are lost. I was just so short-minded that I couldn't recall that details... and I got a thing wrong, that is autoimmune action that destroy the dermal substance, are you joking?? infection?!... man, that was how the teacher reacting...

I thought it would be easy to pass... so I can sit for the final exam...

So, once again I failed. It's good that I learn something and remember it forever. Gotta pass next time and keep fighting!!!

*Today, I want to relax la... just for one day and I shall buck up after that...

一连串的失败，咎由自取嘛！

一直找不到，对我最好的读书方式...
读书前说什么要振作，专心。
看到书，读了半个钟就到极限了。
我该怎么办？！！

这几天一直都好像睡觉，
已经试了很多次不熬夜，要早早爬起来读书；
最后还是一直赖床。

读一点，睡一点...
读到的都在梦里了啦，
还记什么啦。

多少次的口试，
面对老师简单的几个问题，
却只能拗出几个字...
慈祥的老师尽管暗自摇头，
还是让我过关了。

好友总会说我
干嘛不准备好来。
好多次了，同样的情况，同样的问题，同样的我还是不能突破。

我是知道我必须真正的用心面对课业上所有的挑战。
都说是挑战了，
但之前的我，却看得象水一样，
读是读了，有没有进脑又是另一回事，
当然要确保读的都进脑了才上考场嘛！
根本就不应该草草了事！

为了一个全新的自己，
我尝试改变了。
唯独读书方面了，
是时候调整时间了，
不能蹉跎时间啊！

面对一连串课业上的失败，
我必须真正的振作了，
真正的用“心”读书！

了解失败的原因，
我重新找回自己，
怀抱梦想的我。

我必须铭记：
我对家人、她、朋友们说过的话，给过的承诺，
家人朋友的鼓励，
已故阿公对我说的话，
还有失去亲人，长辈的痛，
种种遗憾...
这些都是所有能够激励我的人、事、物啊！

加油！

Defeated again...

My beloved bat! How could you malfunction in this important event?!








However, I know this is not the excuse for the failure...


Where is the determination la...

This time is straight sets... lost in final of double event.

I know I have done my best, but still it wasn't my very best, the strokes I made, still lack of strength and confidence.

It is the last time my strongest double opponents pair up in this Malaysian tournament as one of them is going to graduate next year. However, we didn't work very hard to win them...

Personal result: (same as previous tournament early this year) Single - 3rd runner up, Double - 1st runner up.

Realizing that till now, I haven't got a gold medal yet...
I have to train harder, to make my performance constant, never back down!

The defeat in [=O o| O=]

Facing the defeat,
I have to buck up!

The games,
all the matches in my life
are the challenges.

I really have to improve,
the spirit and power,
to drive me
into the confidence.

The controls,
emotion control
and paddle control,
have to be optimized,
so that I know when to attack,
counter attack.

Defense:
calm,
strong,
never say die.

Attack:
firm,
sharp,
yet never overconfident,
stay focus.

Serving:
spiny,
hit the ball dropped from top with spinning friction,
sharp,
focus and be ready to receive.

Receiving:
calm,
stroke with the hard chop,
or swing the paddle hardly,
be tough.

All the time,
never loose the control,
be tough in every step taken!

TABLE TENNIS,
again I've failed to touch the medal of single event...

Sadly,
but I have another chance to prove myself,
the double event -
the aim is GOLD!

That's the spirit,
in my sports,
and in MY LIFE!