30 December 2010

Birthday of my best friend

29/12/2010

Although we often have conflict,
although I hate the character of him that never acknowledging mistake,
he is still my best friend.

Happy birthday!

PS: This is really my first steak (if I'm not mistaken). Actually I did know that you might have gone out, I just hate that you didn't inform me... and keep it a secret... and I have already planned earlier, so I cooked no matter what. Anyway, it tastes not very good. I'll try to improve next time :D

纸飞机

载着旧的一年满满的思念,

————〉迎向新的一年……
展开新的旅程。


Basketball MY'Games

It has been a long time since I last played in a basketball tournament. I was quite anxious for the game. Luckily, my team CinCai was grouped in the weaker Group B, as one of my teammate involves in the church event on Christmas night, so we can only play all the matches on the following day, after Christmas.

So we won all the matches in group stage and entered semi-final. :D

I admit that I'm not a good captain... I have failed to controlled my emotion and played so clumsy and not fully trusting my teammates, as a result in some situation, it was a total mess and we lost the game in semi final.

We hardly won in 3rd-4th placing, that was also because of my nervousness and it ended up with some messes... My 3-point shoot in the match was 0%! I couldn't believe it so I keep shooting and still no improvement at all. At last I sub myself out as my friends kept signaling me to sub as I have no contribution at all.

My teammates did a very good job, well play. Even Nelson's performance was stunning.

After the game, few things for self-reminder:

  • To be a leader, I acquire courage and confidence, trust to my teammates.
  • To be sure about my tactics, not anxious; fix in my position and play well.
  • To shoot the ball in a good position and pose.
  • To be alert, pass the ball accurately and strongly.
  • To be flexible, change scoring method or strategy while shooting failed.
Overall, I'm quite satisfied with the result we got -- 3rd place, bronze medal, goes to CinCai :D 
I must say sorry to my teammates for my failed leadership. Let's work harder in the next year event!

22 December 2010

Preparing final exam...

After a long period of relaxing...
it is really hard...

Exam set on Thursday, tomorrow is the one last day for me to study...
Get on the study mood!!!

Amitabha... Bless me for a passed, so I can enjoy the celebration of new year and prepare harder for the coming exams afterwards...

16 December 2010

赔了夫人又折兵

Defeated in futsal matches and even sprained my ankle.

What a bad day...

10 December 2010

blur blur...

又落东西了...

这次是我最心爱的帽子,时常戴的那个adidas帽。

我自己买的,戴了蛮久了,还有些不舍呐... 好念旧的我。

跟上一次落东西的情况一样,又是在我下车时忘了我放在大腿上的东西,匆忙的挤下车,因为车上很多人。如果把帽子放进书包内就不会落了啦!

本来想打电话给车上的senior托他帮我拿,但却没有他的电话号码,也懒得打电话问朋友...

就这样算了。

心想反正不重要,丢了就丢了。现在冬天我也该换冬天的帽子了嘛。

尽管发生过多次同样的事情,还是没法避免事情一再发生。以后,我必须确保身上的东西都放在不被遗漏的地方,还有不再把小东西放在大腿上了!切记!

09 December 2010

谈论中-关于爱情

与其说是欺骗,我更觉得爱情必须建立在信任上。
与其互相欺骗,还不如坦诚相对。

保护自己固然重要,却不能因此欺骗对方;
还不如作防备,避免被欺骗。

珍惜当下才是最重要的。
人心会变,
但拥有过的,
相信都是真实的。

经历过,
才能体会。

就算永远的爱是多么不可能,
爱就是懂得珍惜。
就算爱情依附着经济能力,
爱就是一起分担,一起探讨解决难题;
当然,为爱而奋斗。

那一次后我才明白,
爱无需承诺,
只需信任与坦诚。

06 December 2010

埋没

真的好想上场打球,但是最后队上依然不换人地打完全三局。

其实我不差,我真得很想很想上场表现。

如果说我开球不过,不稳;我可以很肯定的说我已经找到开球的感觉,多次练习后,已经稳了许多。

好失望,我没法上场表现以证明自己,就被否定了。

在场边一直欢呼,鼓励;期望队友赢球,好让我有机会上场。

赢球有那么重要吗?那队长也从没考虑过那坐冷板凳的队友的心情。说什么放轻松地打,却不给其他队员上场的机会。机会不是没有,是没想过要给吧... 我平常的练习不足于让我获得商场的机会吗?难道我的实力,以我多次练习累积的经验,不胜于新进队友吗?

我更加无法接受的是,我做了万全的准备,热身,练球... 最后还是坐在冷板凳上。我的准备,我的热诚,都白费了吗?

我这样哪像是队中的一份子啊?!最后我队赢了,但我却怎么也无法十分雀跃,我占了多少功劳啊?对强队时,我完全就没上过场。

我曾说过我好想亲手,获得一面真正的金牌。这一次,还是泡汤了。

我尊重我的队长,所以才没在赛前要求上场的机会。现在有些后悔了。要是当初我开口呢?但也许我会更加失望吧。

就算队长说了对不起,我还是无法平复心情;他就是不信任我。练球的时候,我就知道了,“由他吧,他是队中主力嘛,练多点是应该的”;我就默默牺牲了吸取经验,又甚至证明自我的机会。

我是不是应该更勇于表达自己呢,还是默默的承受这感觉。因为不想伤害友谊间的和谐,我并不常把心中的委屈表达出来;就因为这样朋友们都认为我好欺负吧。

我真想要有个好朋友,真正了解我的感受;队长不是,他从没顾虑我的感受;就算是在赛后,也太迟了吧。好失望,队友间没了该有的沟通,信任。

就这样,我觉得我上场表现的机会被埋没了,对于队友的不信任,感到有些失望。
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