2010 World Team Table Tennis Championships

Today's HEADLINE! S'pore rewrite table tennis history! Feng TianWei and Wang YueGu, the stunners of China world leading players!!! Amazing Feng TianWei as the comeback queen. Final result: S'pore-China 3-1! Congratulation to S'pore team to end the 18-year domination of China team in women's table tennis!!!

In Men's event, Germany Timo Boll showed his great comeback by winning the first match against Ma Long and fought well in the 4th game against Ma Lin although he lost at last. Germany lost 1-3 to China, China defend the title for the 5th time in row.

幸运草_词

把之前写的“幸运草”改成了歌词，但本人不会填曲，初次写词，好像也不怎么能拿来唱吧...一点心声罢了，一切都已烟消云散了，以此抒发情感。爱词的朋友请多多指教咯:)

（白）

你知道幸运草的意义吗？

第一片叶子代表真爱

第二片叶子代表健康 　　

第三片叶子代表名誉　

第四片叶子代表财富

(A)

那一夜 我彻夜难眠

回忆(起)当初我们

渴望爱 相信爱情并开始爱情

天真 于是我们

坚信爱 刻骨铭心永不会淡去

那感觉 我有口难言

回想(起)当时我们

期望爱 心心相印却没法相见

遗憾 如今我们

放了爱 海誓山盟亦无法兑现

(B)

其实我想说

幸运能够 遇见你

是你的出现

使我感受到 爱一人的感觉

是心中所属 甘愿为她付出

爱情萌芽 在心中

长成幸运草

使我感受到 被人爱的感觉

是心中所属 享受被人在乎

但是我感慨

有缘无分 在一起

幸运草开花

无奈遗憾地 叫人无法等待

久不能相见 不想一直等待

距离时间 亦阻碍

爱情的成熟，

彼此不了解 爱情终不长在

爱情不成熟 始终不会长在

(Chorus)

那是

我们之间隔着的遥远

那是

我们必须等待的长远

那是

我们曾经经历的短暂

以至

少有彼此了解的机会

于是

我们大方地祝福彼此

于是

我们坚强地奔向前程

于是

我们毅然地道别过去

仍是

保留甜蜜回忆作纪念

(A)

(B2)

其实到现在

终于看清 我自己

对你不谅解，

是我恋情中 最最大的失败

如此地变心 我也深感无奈

必须坦诚 我自己

请你原谅我

单方面决定 决心放弃恋爱

无法拟补的 对于你的伤害

那么到最后

献上祝福 希望你

不再去依恋

过往的一切 就让时间冲淡

在风雨过后 天空仍旧晴朗

从今往后 让我们

诚心将爱情

转换了成为 朋友间的关爱

告别了恋爱 依然还是朋友

转换了成为 朋友间的关爱

告别了恋爱 依然还是朋友

Study

I DO NOT WANT to be so dumb in class ANYMORE!

From now on, I must follow all what i list below:

1. to study properly at least 2 hours everyday.
2. always know and understand what I'm studying.
3. to refer to different source for extra information.
4. to revise what I've learned in previous years.
5. to do revision so that I can always remember what I've studied.
6. no procrastination.
7. to plan my time.
8. to wake up early.
9. not to get negative influence from anyone.
10. to think positive.
11. not to compare with other.
12. to concentrate in class.
13. no unnecessary thinking!

Well, I must admit that I'm always lie to myself that I thought I can do like what I have planned. But always failed... Lots of unnecessary thinking interrupt the study progress sometimes.

I won't have to think anything else, any feeling I have currently... other than concentrating on what I'm studying! Thinking unnecessary stuff is really worthless!

I must be able to control the feeling.

It's not too late to change! :)

Adams-Stokes syndrome

It is sudden, transient episode of syncope, occasionally featuring seizures. It is named after two Irish physicians, Robert Adams (1791–1875) and William Stokes (1804–1877).

Before an attack, patient may become pale, heart rhythm pause temporally, and collapse may follow. Normal period of unconsciousness is 30 seconds. If seizures are present, there will be twitching after 15–20 seconds. Breathing is normal throughout the attack. On recovery, patient becomes flushed as the blood pumped from pulmonary into systemic circulation which has become dilated because of hypoxia.

NB: As with any syncopal episode that results from a cardiac dysrhythmia, the faints do not depend on the patient's position. If they occur during sleep, the presenting symptom may simply be feeling hot and flushed on waking.

Diagnosis: History taking, observed paleness prior to attack and flushing, ECG - assystolia and ventricular fibrillation during the attacks.

Cause is loss of cardiac output due to cardiac asystole, heart block, Lev's disease or ventricular fibrillation. The resulting lack of blood flow to the brain is responsible for the faint.

Treatment: isoproterenol (Isuprel) and epinephrine (adrenaline). Surgical - insertion of pacemaker.

Prognosis: untreated - 50% mortality within 1 year of 1st episode. Good prognosis after treatment.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adams-Stokes_syndrome

瘦

瘦了？

越来越多人说我最近瘦了...
家人、朋友...

也许是因为前些日子的问题，又生了一场病，饮食和睡眠也都有问题，才瘦了。

怎样增肥啦？

突然好想有个人煮给我；
或者有个她愿意吃我煮的，也许我就会煮得好一些。哈哈！

Differentiating angina pectoris (AP) and myocardial infarction (MI)

This is my first medical post!

Angina pectoris and myocardial infarction are two serious diseases that are most commonly interchanged. Early recognition of angina pectoris may prevent the condition from developing into myocardial infarction.

In AP, there is pain due to decreased blood and oxygen supply to the heart. Heart tissue goes back to normal when there is enough oxygen supply.
There are stable and unstable angina. Unstable angina can lead to myocardial infarction (these two are known as acute coronary syndrome).

In MI, the tissue actually dies. Heart tissue never return to normal even oxygen is restored. However, there are ischemic part of tissue which there is low oxygen supply, not died tissue. So we can save those "sick" tissue by reperfusion (open those arteries) as soon as possible.

In few words, AP, reversible. MI, irreversible, died tissue.


References:
http://www.sh.lsuhsc.edu/fammed/OutpatientManual/Angina.htm
http://www.earlysymptoms.net/blog/myocardial-infarction-vs-angina-pectoris/
http://www.123angina.com/angina-pectoris/what-is-the-difference-between-angina-pectoris-and-myocardial-infarction-2

有那么难吗？

当我在难以抉择时，就想着一劳永逸吧！

别再为无谓的事，思考多时了！

更不要执著!

切记！

笔记（二）- 幸运。草

想写一段“幸运草”...

在一起的时光

短暂，

以至了解彼此的机会

稀少。

无知的我
曾坚信

我们的爱

不回淡去。

现在才发现，
渐渐地明白
我们的爱

原来

不会持久，
我们终将会分开。

遇见你
真的好幸运。

若不是你的出现，
我不会感受
爱一个人的感觉；

爱在心中萌芽，

长成幸运草。

遗憾的

我们将不会等待

草开花的那一天。

距离与时间

成了爱情成熟的阻碍；

不成熟的爱
始终不会长久。

其实，
到头来

我才看清自己
一直以来对你的不谅解，
是我在这段恋情中最大的失败。

原谅我，

对你的坦诚、
所造成的伤害。

最后
献上最深刻的祝福：
平安，幸福。

笔记（一）

某天在纸上写的笔记... 

希望
她真的明白
我们分手的原因
不是我们不爱彼此了，
而是我开始觉得
把爱转为朋友之间的关爱，
我想
会更好。

尽管如此，这段期间内不联系，是不想让她依恋。
一直到我回国后，再见依然是朋友。

Once

Once
I was sick,

chatting with her
did make me feel better.

:)

Hope one day she'll know
what she meant to me.

Love at first sight (II)

I shall never forget
my reaction when I first saw her.

-- The sudden force that I had,
the force that I never had before
while playing table tennis.

I clearly know that
I lack of confidence
and need inspiration
in order to strive for the best
in everything I do.

Knowing these,
i realize that
she is the girl who might change me...

to be more confident,
to be inspired,
to strive harder in everything I do especially in studies.

Up to now,
I still contact her with sms and online message,
I hope one day
I can have the courage to call her up.

I still stalk her in facebook,
I hope one day,
I can know more about her,
not by stalking her
but talking to her.

Love at first sight (I)

Concluding my recent posts...

I have felt the love at first sight
for the first time
in my life.

I was once told, I will give up the present relationship when I found someone better than the present one;
but I didn't believe.

However, I know I'm making a right decision, to be honest to myself and to pursue a better relationship... (So sorry to her, it has been nearly a month, hope everything is alright.)

I knew, there are sure someone who condemn my decision.
Luckily, I have friends who understand me,
thanks for all the supports,
I have gone through it by now.

The reasons

Have things gone better?
Why am I still searching for reasons to contact you?

Please don't feel bad when receiving my help,
I'm really glad to help.
Hope what I have done,
please you,
and I'm pleased.

(I hate myself to be the one who can't be tight-lipped.
I allowed so many people to know,
but still
she doesn't know...
my adoration.)

My mood,
Whenever I sitting in front of my computer,
I wish you're online.
Whenever I unlock my mobile phone,
I wish there are sms,
and whenever there is sms,
I hope that's from you...

Everyday,
thinking for a reason
to contact you;
waiting for a chance
to see you;
thinking how I should avoid
you to find me that awkward to contact you.

Waiting,
waiting for the hint from you.

If I shall wait no longer,
I shall have the courage to speak,
and I shall not be pathetically
hoping for the reasons to contact you...
but naturally I contact you
because I miss you.

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Today's

Accompanied a friend to see dermatologist as she can't speak Russian yet.(However, my Russian language is not so good, just tried my best la, haha) Hope that everything is ok and she can recover soon :)

Got my Radiology final result, I'm quite satisfied with it la :) Gonna study hard for coming exams!

Watched Thomas Cup Semi-final... How disappointing! Malaysia team was never leading at all!
However, great applause to Choong Han, he played well. At least he tried :)
The first 2 important games were very disappointing...
Chong Wei played like the performance in Olympics 2008, langsung tak ada semangat...

Wanted to photostat notes... went to many stationary shops but all closed after 6 or 7pm... it was 6.30pm and already I can't find any of them open... zzz, tired...

That's all for today... tonight have to prepare for final class of medical genetics, revise all materials to answer the test and have to complete the project, draw my pedigree... ...

Striving harder and harder!

NEW TEMPLATE

NEW TEMPLATE again!
Finally I've figured out how to add background for my blog :)

- Sky -

The loss, 2 years ago

It has been 2 years since the day... 

Remembering 512-Sichuan Earthquake

and death of my beloved grandma on the same day. 

It is the great loss to me... 

Ah Po, rest in peace. You lives forever in my heart...

The feeling

Glad that i have made the first move today...

After today,

i don't have to be afraid of anything.

Just be natural.

i know i can do it.

There are regrets...

something i wished to do but not carried out at last...

It was the first time

yet i missed the chance.

i know i won't miss again

in future.

There are the feeling yet to be expressed.

i know i can convert all the feeling

into the inspiration in my life.

One day, i shall express the feeling

to YOU.

:)

The turing point; story continues...

Having the change is not what i wanted...
However
knowing the reason behind,
i accepted it.

Life goes on.
It is the milestone
the turning point.

And so,
the blog is remained
without deleting any old post.
The story of my life
continues.

Let the old things go,
become the precious memory
and the lessons i learned.

My blog - My story