后悔.regret

人言可畏
但我不得不相信了。

回想起点点滴滴
不禁深感遗憾，后悔。

遗憾我并没有表明我的心态；
后悔那时错过了，
没能把握机会
接近她。

不是我没勇气，
是我太不主动了吧。
我应该清楚时机等待
往往落在人后。

我也太天真了，
好多的“以为”。

她的好
哪怕是小事
我都会感受到，
觉得好欣慰。

好多话
想说，
好多话
想谈。
想了解她。

希望
至少还能做朋友吧 :)

再回想
Thinking back again...
I've never take the real action. I was so ignorant to think that was impossible but the problem is that I was too passive to put the effort in it.
I'm so regretting now, so much regret.

Since the beginning I wanted to be friend with her and slowly get closer to her...

The hints, I wonder if she understand...

but all now have gone.

I should have understood something...

Now I know why.

So,
I shall make this as an experience.

The loss... even before I try...

I shall be strong

so I can go further,

strive harder

to make my life better.

Let it go

if

I know there is no hope.

We can still be friends.

The lesson I gained:

- to be more attentive and not missing any of the chance so that I won't have to regret.
- to make the real action but not just sms, online message or even effortless waiting for the chance.
- to call up at least for the first try.